John Hawkins (hawk) wrote,
John Hawkins

  • Mood: I just realized that I'm in an incredibly positive place, and yet my last post (and it was the first in a while to have any meaningful content whatsoever) was probably kind of negative in tone. I went home expecting to have a chance to explore the vague air of 'something more' that was starting to envelope my friendship of 10 years with Jessica. The reality was more sudden, dramatic, and positive than it would have ever been fair to expect, or even credit as plausible. I'm in love, frankly. I don't know what the long range implications are, but the short range implication is that I have never in my entire life looked so forward to getting on a plane. Well, be fair what I'm looking forward to is getting off the plane, but I think you follow what I'm saying. Thanksgiving was an astonishing blend of things I had thought were relegated to my past, and things I had thought were relegated to my future. I am uncertain how to make sense of it all, but to a degree, I really don't care. And for those of you who know me well, I suspect that might be the most telling point of all. =)

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