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...that she might be a sufficient reason for young Candide

and he for her

June 8th, 2001

For some reason, this appealed to me. It is, of course, a survey, which is why god gave you a wheel mouse. @ 12:27 am

Current Mood: happy

I see - too little of the sun...
I find - humor in dark places
I want - to be in love, damnit
I have - so many good things, I always feel stupid complaining
I wish - aging and sleep could be removed from the picture
I hate - the fact that homosexuality makes any difference
I miss - my college friends...especially kristin
I fear - losing respect in the eyes of my advisors
I feel - sluggish
I hear - less than most
I smell - don't tell
I crave - Worms World Party, goddamnit. It shipped today!!!
I search - on google
I wonder - what happened to my drive
I regret - saying "I love you" before I meant it
I love - games
I long - You bet.
I am - not tired
I care - more than people think
I always - laugh first, and consider the consequences later
I am not - quiet
I have faith - that there is no god
I cringe - when I hear harsh words spoken between members of a family
I dance - the cross-step waltz
I sing - all the time, usually christmas carols (though these days, often 'We should be lovers'...)
I cry - only alone, watching cheezy movies, late at night
I learn - god knows, and with luck, one day I'll know how and why, and build machines that learn, too
I do not always - think about computers
I succeed - when it matters
I fail - rarely
I fight - subtly, and most often with words
I write - to see myself speak
I give - what I can
I win - at Quorridor
I never - try to offend
I confuse - myself
I listen - hard. I have no choice.
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Date:June 7th, 2001 09:59 pm (UTC)
I see - myself failing for the first time ever
I want - to discover my motivation again
I have - all the tools required to live a fulfilling life
I wish - to meet Mrs. Maybe
I hate - wasted time, space, or breath
I miss - waking near my lover
I fear - losing sight of my toes
I feel - symied
I hear - more than people realize
I smell - that's a dirty lie
I crave - a meaningful CHALLENGING existance
I search - for a reason.
I wonder - where I'll be next year
I regret - little.
I love - games, and laughter and winning games and earning laughter
I long - for a kiss from her.
I am - weary and wide awake
I care - more than i need to about things that dont matter to anyone else
I always - laugh when i can
I am not - patient
I have faith - that i will come through it all
I cringe - when i contemplate failing expectations
I dance - with more enthusiasm than skill
I sing - often, by myself, and with passion
I cry - when laughing will hurt more
I learn - as often, as much, as well and as randomly as possible
I do not always - step subtly
I succeed - as soon as pressure is applied
I fail - never
I fight - everyday
I write - with passion and dexterity
I give - to any i find wanting
I win - at Twilightemperium
I never - want to disappoint
I confuse - all
I listen - as a matter of course.
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Date:June 7th, 2001 10:23 pm (UTC)

what the heck. Better than studying Japanese

I see - not as well as I'd like to
I find - too many things surprising
I want - something, I don't know what
I have - a great family
I wish - I knew what I wanted
I hate - Wallowing around
I miss - everything
I fear - following the path I'm on (doing nothing with myself)
I feel - stunted
I hear - music constantly
I smell - my upper lip
I crave - someone
I search - for something
I wonder - if I'll ever see the world
I regret - having no motivation or drive for 21 years
I love - traveling, mountains
I long - for some meaningful relationship
I am - more aware than people think
I care - about weird things
I always - doubt myself
I am not - able to express myself
I have faith - in the Chargers doing better next year
I cringe - at politics
I dance - with more passion than technique
I sing - whenever I can
I cry - When no one is around
I learn - all the time
I do not always - feel bad that I'm unhappy
I succeed - When I least expect it
I fail - too often
I fight - in my head after everyone has fallen asleep
I write - clumsily
I give - anything anyone asks
I win - on rare occasions
I never - pass gas or tell a lie
I confuse - when I try to speak
I listen - When there isn't something more interesting going on in my head.

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Date:June 8th, 2001 06:14 am (UTC)
I see - a world that I don't seem to belong in.
I find - joy in the simple things.
I want - a dang job
I have - a head full of music.
I wish - there was no such thing as a requirement that you didn't wish to take.
I hate - misunderstandings.
I miss - having a pet.
I fear - losing friends.
I feel - the need to create.
I hear - conversations in my head.
I smell - the new flowers.
I crave - to have the contents of my head to be laid bare.
I search - for THE answer.
I wonder - what everyone else thinks of me.
I regret - a lot.
I love - though it hurts.
I long - for serenity.
I am - I.
I care - about everyone.
I always - try to look on the bright side.
I am not - the sum of my actions.
I have faith - that everything will turn out for the best.
I cringe - when I say something I shouldn't have.
I dance - when no one else is around.
I sing - in my head constantly. (and yes We should be lovers is a good song)
I cry - when no one is around.
I learn - that nothing should be taken for granted.
I do not always - think before acting.
I succeed - somehow.
I fail - more than I am used to in the past.
I fight - to stay in Eugene.
I write - to ease the pain.
I give - what I can of myself.
I win - occasionally, but not at anything deemed important.
I never - hold grudges.
I confuse - everyone around me.
I listen - more than people know.
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Date:June 8th, 2001 06:19 am (UTC)

I did it to.....

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Date:June 8th, 2001 08:27 am (UTC)
You know that worms world party was in stores last Friday right? I was about to buy it, but I just purchased Dr. Mario 64 so I couldn't reconcile purchasing two games in such a short time span. Espicially after getting the Forgotten Realms book too.
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Date:June 8th, 2001 08:57 am (UTC)
I'm painfully aware of that. But it wasn't in stores HERE. I think it finally started showing up today, but mine's in the mail at this point. Fucking Titus...
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Date:June 8th, 2001 02:12 pm (UTC)
Ah, suck. Well, I'm sure that the wait will be worth it.

...that she might be a sufficient reason for young Candide

and he for her